Finding help

I wanted to share two failure big pieces of news since yesterday. While we were driving, we came up with an we talked to Paul Keplinger about it last night. The first medicine blocks the effect of alcohol in my body, I won't be able to feel the effects no matter how much I drink. The second one will make me puke and feel very sick ( like a bad stomach flu), if I drink. Paul thinks these are a good idea for me. I called my NP in Seneca and moved up my appointment to 7/23, and I'll ask her for the meds then. The first one is an injection that lasts for a month. Now, these aren't permanent solutions. But I think for 6 months or so, it can help me get over the goal line. Also it will help Mom not worry so much. The other thing is Intensive Outpatient Rehab. I found one that is Skype based, so I can do it from Cincy or SC, and most importantly I can start it right away. It's a month and is 3 3 hour counseling sessions and a 90 minute one on one call with my counselor. I can also do it for longer if I want. I think this will help me improving my coping skills. I'll try to post the information from it on here. When I said I felt God moving in my life, I didn't mean some magic power. This is what I meant- that he would guide me to solutions to help and save me.